Sometimes I am stymied for a subject to blog on. I mean it is not like there isn’t anything to write about.
The economy sucks. Working/middle class continue to loose ground. Politicians continue to give us reason to comment. But there comes a time when it just becomes hard to write because you start feeling you are repeating yourself.
I would write about projects but I have been having difficulty with getting out into the shop and making saw dust, I find multiple reasons for not undertaking garden projects and photo opportunities seem to elude me.
I guess I am in a funk.
I read and I get pleasure from it. I watch Video and history channels but I am still find myself in that funk.
I do find myself thinking about my past. Reflecting on how I became who I am. This morn I took my first sip of coffee of the day and it took me back to times when coffee played a part of the day.
My first thought was when I was 15 and told by my Grandma to sit down on the bench with the rest of the men for breakfast instead of waiting with the rest of the kids to be fed and my mother pouring me a cup of coffee. It was a sign of being accepted as an adult. Of course it also meant I was worked hard like a man was expected to do.
The other thought was sleeping rough on the side of the road and that first cup of coffee after a cold night the taste was like nectar of the gods.
The other cups of coffee were notable mornings watching the sun coming up as I sat on a tailgate of a old pickup pouring a cup of coffee from my old battered thermos, watching as the men hustled to get ready to begin work and my own excitement kicking in for the work day ahead.
I guess that is the way the mind works a taste or smell or familiar site dredging up old memories. It seems as I grow older it is so for me.
After I wrote this on Thursday I spent time in the shop Sunday after church working on the garage sale kids desk. Cleaning it up after taking it apart patching cracks and old screw holes. Tomorrow I will begin sanding it down and prefinished the piece.
It feels good to be out in the shop in such wonderful weather. I did this despite the ache from a incoming front. Sometimes you have to just work through the pain to get where you want to be.