Sunday, February 26, 2012

Making do or Repurposing

My Dad was a recycler before recycle was popular. He was one out of necessity, habit and choice. A term I hear a lot today is to repurpose an item and this, my Dad did a lot of as well. He was in some ways a renaissance man I use to think but in truth he was a man of his time and place in the world.

Born in the early 1920’s he was raised by his grandfather, who unfortunately I can not say was anything but a racist who left Georgia for Texas after killing a carpetbagger. Called Doc Adams because he was trained as Doctor from Duke University but preferred doctoring horses over people.  He carried on him a concelled colt 45 peacemaker that killed 7 white men in “self-defense” and unknown number of blacks which he didn’t bother to keep track of. Doc Adams lived to almost 100 years old and died in a accident on the horse farm he still worked in East Texas. When he was asked by mother how a man like him could live so long he responded “Because I hate.” When He died I understand that a number of people came to his funeral. I suspect not because of respect but to make sure he was dead. We didn’t attend my mother was a Choctaw Indian and wasn’t white enough.

I tell you this because my Dad was the most un-racist man I have ever known of and who passed on to me the belief that the quality of the man was not in the color of his skin but in the quality of his character.

Now why am I telling your dear reader of this short history of my Dad’s upbringing? It is because he had to begin at a early age to earn his upkeep.

From his grandmother a Southern Louisiana woman he learned to cook after Doc Adams had to remove her left arm when it was bitten by a spider and the bite turned septic. This was helping in the kitchen while other children there to visit played. From my granddad he learned to hunt, fish, skinned, clean and butcher anything worth hunting not to mention hogs and steers.

Since by the age of 10 he was almost full grown he was often lent to help out building barns and cabins so he learned carpentry, Because my great grandfather also mined low grade coal off his horse ranch he learned how to weld and basic mechanic skills to repair the old dump wagons and the model T that from age 11 he drove his grandfather around in on his doctoring rounds. In 1940 he was signed up by his Grandfather in the Army reserve at age 17 so that he could earn a few extra bucks while still hanging around as free labor on his horse farm.

Why you might ask am I telling you this short history of my Dad. Well because I have started a search for a second hand or very used mini or midi truck to replace the old Isuzu Pickup my youngest wrecked. This morn I awoke from a dream thinking about my Dad. When he needed a vehicle he often would go out and drag one from the field of some farmer friend and somehow get it to run and keeping it running using it until he had the finances to buy a better one. He tried to teach me by how by dragging me out on these rescue missions.

The first things he would do of course would be drag the old car out of the field to a flat area dis-lodging the snakes and field mice who had taken up residence in the old car. Then while I jacked up the car and began removing the wheels with the flat tires mounted on them he would begin the reviving of the old motor the whole time talking to me and calling me over to see what he was doing.

First he would remove the spark plugs and use Marvel Mystery Oil squirted from a old oil pump can into each cylinder through the plug hole. Then he would disconnect the fuel lines pull the carburetor putting it into a bucket of kerosene to soak away the old grease and carbon build up. Then he would with the car up on jacks drain the oil if any, replace the filter, fill it up again with MMO. Then he would take a heavy flat head screwdriver or small crow bar and at a access port turn the flywheel over breaking loose the engine from years of just sitting there.

If it turned over freely he would if I remember correctly he would then attach a fresh battery hook up and use the starter to turn over the engine at a faster rate circulating the Marvel Mystery Oil throughout the engine. He would use a compression guage to verify if it still had compression and if all checked out he would then put it back in use. Cleaning out the gas tank, flushing out brake, fuel and cooling system, greasing the ball joints fittings and setting gaps on fresh spark plugs (usually recycled plugs) and points on the distributor, all usually done in a single day. He would then drive off the old car to use until a paycheck or extra money would come in. Nearly everything he used on the old car most often came from a pull and carry wrecking yard. The last old car he did this too was a old Rambler station wagon about a 54 to a 56 as best as I can remember. Either way when Dad was through with something it truly was ready for the scrap yard.

Why am I again bringing up this old history of my Dad?

Well it is a reminder of lessons learned from the generation that recovered from last major depression/recession. They learned the hard way to recycle and repurpose an item until that item was totally used up and not throw it on the trash heap because it had lost it’s newness. Perhaps it is time for us to learn to do so as well in these difficult times as well.

I am still looking for that second had mini-truck and eventually I will find one. When I do it may not look very sharp based on what is considered by most. But, I will know it will get me around until better times or it has been totally used up.

On a side note as I lubricate a squeaky door or a rusty old bolt on the old car I will be using the same oil can my Dad used on the old cars he recycled.

In The Shop- movies -reading
The photo following is the reason I have deceided to spend time reorgainzing my shop space. Until I do I think not much will get done.

 Movies been busy with family to watch much but have enjoyed the latest round of the "Walking Dead" on AMC. 
Reading mostly Michael Dibbin "The Dead Lagoon" a Zen character mystery along with a issues of "Popular Mechanics." "Wood" and "Amerian Woodworker". 

Friday, February 10, 2012

Is There Value in a Pity Party?

Did you ever feel like a week has been a dud. I mean a totally waste of time and effort. If not then be grateful. This week has been that way for me. Even so I can readily admit I am grateful for the week.

But, you just said it was a dud. Well, yeah it was. But it still has a purpose.

My Dad used to tell me when I would complain of someone or something and I would ask why he wasn’t expressing similar feelings he would tell me. “David, everybody, event, and thing has a purpose if it is no more than to remind you not to do that again.  

That is what this past week has been for me a week to remind me not to do that again.  What again am I talking about?

First, it is wasting my time fretting and feeling sorry for myself over things I cannot change. It is feeling sorry for myself that I think is the greatest waste of this past week. I mean having a pity party not going to change a thing. Pity and generally feeling sorry for myself achieves only one thing and that is prevention of getting on with our life.

This past week because I only achieved feeling sorry for myself I did not get into the shop and build the remote caddy, redesign my Iphone stand to one that works better. In general spend time in the shop. Why? Because I was feeling sorry for myself thinking I could not do anything since it was cold or damp or both or I didn’t have what I needed. I could go on but I get bored with myself.

I could sit here and blame others for the pity party I have been throwing all week but truthfully growing up like I did if there is one thing I learned it is to depend on yourself not on another for what you need. So in the end I have only myself to blame.

The big question remains what to prevent the pity party to carry on into next week. The answer again is me. To commit myself to doing move forward rather than stagnating in this self-filling pool of frustration.

1.   First I am going to commit myself to spending the necessary time in the physical therapy. That is time in the Rehab pool 3 days a week to improve blood flow in my legs and lower body.

2.   No matter the weather excuses to get out into my garage shop and make some sawdust or noise at least.

3.   Take a moment to write and read. This is important to me. I like to read. Consequently that reading encourages me to write. What kind of writing well this blog for one. But to exercise my imagination and try a little fiction and work on my family history to leave behind when I gone. Although sometime family history and fiction are one and the same.

4.   Be a little more creative in the kitchen. I have allowed myself to become too routine in cooking that I do during the week. So it is time to change up from what I normally do and try something new. What better time than this coming week when there is Valentine’s day and my Wife birthday two days later.

No one knows really what lays in store for him or her. We like to think we are in control but if there is one thing I have learned by somehow reaching sixty-two years of age is that the only thing we can control is our attitude.

I hope this blog hasn’t been a totally waste of your time to read but it hasn’t been a waste of my time to write. For it has reminded me don’t let life get too you and drag you down. But rather keep moving ahead shaking off the lethargy can grip us when we allow self-pity weigh us down.

Projects-Movies-Reading

Sorry. Been too busy throwing a pity party and having my head up my a#% to get anything done.




Saw this cartoon and thought of Warren from Tesla's Laptop




Monday, February 6, 2012

Who am I

My wife has often referred to me as having the heart and mindset of a gypsy. The first time she told me this I realized she was right.

I knew without question that was who I am. It made so much sense to me to simply accept this definition of who I was.

It explained my dislike of homeownership in a society that values homeownership. It explains why I find myself becoming antsy after a few years in one place and begin looking around thinking it would not be too bad living in a new neighborhood.

I came about this gypsy mentality not just genetically but through environmental influence. Growing up my father was a rolling stone that gathered no moss. Many a time we moved regardless of school year from east coast to the west coast to the south coast (Gulf Coast). I can tell folks honestly that I have been or lived in very state south of the Ohio and west of the Mississippi River.

As a kid I came to value a sleeping bag for it meant I always had a place to sleep even it was on the side of the road with a curb bumper for a pillow. I have absolutely no problem falling asleep with stranger walking by but will be instantly awake if they should come too close. My wife is the only one who can walk up on me as I nap and not awake me.

I know what it is like to live in a house without heat or electricity because we didn’t have the deposit or could not pay the bill. 

I know what it is like to appreciate a mayonnaise sandwich. To miss meals because there wasn’t anything there to eat. Growing up beans and fried potatoes were our nightly fare. If we had cornbread it was considered a luxury. Meat was regulated to a Sunday dinner if then. Breakfast was often grits without sugar or butter, which to this day I still can’t eat grits. Once I started working I didn’t pay it any mind missing lunch and often forgo it saving the money for other things. Eating was something I sought out to do not something I had to do. This came from my growing up on the move.

I grew up understanding not to get too attach to physical items as those items might be sold to fiancé the next move. As a result I all too often am ready to sell my possessions to help a member of my family resulting in going from a shop full of tools to one with just enough tools to do minor repairs to our living quarters or automobile. That is where I am right now with my tools, starting over. I think though I will keep them portable as we are looking for a place to live and a carport may be what I have as a working space vs. a 2 car garage I have now. But this ideal of my gypsy mentality helps to understand why I like reading about guys who have setup shops in small spaces keeping their tools portable.

 I have been through at least 3 collections of books in my lifetime and this despite my love of books. It is just too easy to sell in times of need or lack of space in the trailer. Growing up I often saw my books come and go but there were always a few on me at all times. One would be of course a pocket version of the Holy Bible, a book of poems for young adults, and usually Mark Twain’s “Huckleberry Fin. It is one reason I value Public Libraries for I could always find one with something as well as a place to read. But today I as I grow older I find myself reluctant to let go books. I find comfort in seeing them on their shelf and holding them in my hand reading a few favorite passages.

This love of books and reluctancy in getting rid of them is one reason I have been considering bookshelf’s made in the style that Thomas Jefferson used. His ideal was to use 3 ft. long shelf’s of varying heights to accommodate books that these elongated cubes could be unstack using them as crated for his books when he moved about from his home in Monticello or Philadelphia or in Washington DC. Then on arrival restacked and ready for use. I am seriously thinking of doing this for my own books not only for the next move but for the rest home where I most likely finish this life up in.

In the end growing up with a nomadic or gypsy environment I believe your emphasis tends to be family first before possessions. That there is always room for one more in the house and at the table. That the pundits are wrong who say “He who dies with the most toys Wins”. But rather, he who is missed most in his passing that will be valued and remembered wins in the end.

I know that this was a little bit different post for me but it might help explain my strong liberal leanings for the downtrodden and distrust of the establishment.

Projects and Movies

This week I plan on tackling a remote caddy and will post photos when completed. I am still thinking about ways that I can improve the iphone docking station as I feel like it’s footprint is still too large and I am uncomfortable with the way it stands unsupported fearing that the plug might become damaged. I have this 3 inch square chunk of rosewood that I keep trying to think of a way to make it work. I just not sure as to how to do it.

One type of movie I like is what I call a slice of life movie. These movies tend to be just a short section of a characters’ life that usually is in a time of change. This past week Reba and I watched “The Narrows” a movie about a young mans desire to break away from his Brooklyn Neighborhood becoming a photographer. I thought it was rather good for a indie flick with a number of well known stars.

Enough for now.

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

But Can You Walk the Walk

You can talk the talk but can you walk the walk?



That was the thoughts going through my head as I listen to President Obama on the State of the Nation. He made a lot of good selling points for this old working class liberal for the agenda he would like to set for the country. But we all know that it isn't going to happen.   

There is no way that the republicans in control of the house is going to allow any kind of action that might reflect well on the Democrats. In Short this means another year of the same old BS as we had last year.  

May God help us.

Movies, books, and projects

This past week I watched a movie my daughter brought home called “In Time”

 

I have to say that I am totally surprised by it. This was a movie that was futuristic in setting but current in theme. How you might ask was it futuristic and current in theme?

To keep from being a spoiler I will only say that the characters live in the future where  we are frozen in time at the age of 25 and from that point on we are advanced time based on our productivity. We don’t age but if we run out of our allotted or earned time we die on the spot. Everything we want or need is traded for not with money but with the time we are willing to give up and for the bulk of the people the amount of time they have at any one time is 24 hours.

It breaks the society they lived in down to those who have and those who don’t. Those that don’t live in literally the ghetto and those that have live in private enclaves protected by security and walls from the rabble.

I really don’t want to go deeper into the film risking become an spoiler, but you do need to watch this film. If it doesn’t disturb you with it similarities to our current life and society then nothing will.

Finished reading “Fevered Dream” by Douglas Preston and Lincoln Child and it was excellent page turner and would highly recommend it to anyone who enjoys both a who-dun-it  with flashes of historical references and sci-fi possibilities. Simply a great book.

Out in the shop I undertook to create a docking/charging station for my Iphone. I use my phone as a primary phone and consequently it is never turned off for more than a few minutes. So I charge it while I sleeping with on my nightstand.

With inspiration from Etsy sellers photo of similar stand I began working out a proto-type and think I have a rough ideal. I would still like to remine it a little more before I begin making some for family and friends birthdays and Christmas presents.

It is made from a piece of cherry and a pair of old black screws used for leveling legs and set the piece at angle for viewing and looks. Like I said it is still a work in progress.

Well enough for now.

Monday, January 23, 2012

My Momma Told Me Not to Come

My wife was asking this morning after a news item on our local NPR station about why Republican party in South Carolina voted for Newt Gingrich instead of who looked like a front runner like Mitt. The only way I could express it was that the Republican party in South Carolina was one step away from KKK in conservative thinking. I would go a little bit further and say that the Republican’s in SC probably think that the TEA party is too liberal.

One of the results of having readily available music in our Ipods and CD collections is that for me I have a tendency to apply a musical theme to my thinking. Right now the musical theme for me tends to be that old Three Dog Night song of “My Momma Told Me Not to Come”.  It is that feeling that there are so many things I don’t understand that is going on right now.

So in the end all I can say is grab hold of something and hold on it is going to be a very strange party we are going to attend this year.

Projects, Reading, Music, Movies

I am tired of looking for my remotes so I decided to take some mesquite variable width 3/8 flooring and turn it into a remote caddy. Once I have completed it I will post photos of it. But I am going to practice the old saying and keep it simple. As I write this that little voice in head is “yeah… let me know how that goes.”

Been reading Preston and Childs “Fevered Dream “ I forget how fast paced they can be. Highly recommend it.

I have been listening to some new music that reflect my moods of late which what can I say has been a little eclectic. But here our some of them with links to Youtube
Warren Zevon
"My Shits F!@#$  Up"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qHDdqubE7zQ
Life will Kill ya
Everlast "I get By"
James McMurty "We Can't Make It Here Anymore"
Chris Thiel and YoYo Ma With Sturart Duncan
Here and Heaven
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O7EcT5YzKhQ
A recent TV series from 2008 that was the US version of the Brit “Life On Mars” has been on our TV a lot lately and I got to say it is pretty good. Reflects the British version of the same but with a US twist. Recommend it to anyone who is tired of the same old TV fare.

Also watched recently watched the Russell Crowe movie “Three Days” a movie that starts out slow but winds up a surprise. Don’t want to be a spoiler so take a chance and watch it.
Anyway I hope this week for all is a good week and as the old irish blessing goes "May you be in heaven an hour before the Devil knows youre dead"


Monday, January 16, 2012

Waking up in the middle of the night. again

Unfortunately one of the problems with growing older is the aches and pains that come from a life lived hard or as my Daddy used to say “rode hard and put a way wet one too many times.”

For me that translate in to arthritis and other health problems that keep me from sleeping a full eight hours. Usually after about 4 hours of sleep I start waking and trying to shift my body around to relieve the pressure points at the hips knees and shoulders. I usually try not to get my mind too thinking other than “O” so as not to find myself wide awake. But sometimes it just happens. That is when I start thinking about everything and nothing. Usually this will last until about an hour before the alarm goes off and I will drift off back to sleep.

This is what happen last night but that is ok because the aches were not too serious and I woke from a pleasant dream that left me feeling relaxed and not fretting about not going back to sleep. Instead I started to think about projects I working on. How I might do things differently or try a new method or a different design that might work.  I thought about the next purchase in tools I want to make and should be a priority. 

Of course I thought about my small shop and since we will be relocating to another rent house I could not help but wonder if I shouldn’t wait until we had moved to see what kind of work space I was going to have.  That led me to thinking about how portable my shop should be not just for the move but also for me to move around to make space to work and assemble the projects I undertake.

Then I started to think about my youngest son and wondering what I should do if anything about his seeming inability to know when to run and when to fight. Recently he was mugged for the second time in about a year and a half, or I should say attempted to mug.

While investigating for a bid on a emergency repair to a column and cap on a bridge that cross the Trintiy River in Dallas County he was accousted by a man carrying a knife demanding his camera he was using to photograph the cap for documentation. My youngest told him to get lost he wasn’t getting his camera the guy came at him and they fought.

He was able to get the knife away from the mugger and that was when the mugger pulled a gun and tried to shoot him. He pushed the gun away used the guys knife to stab him in the thigh and then he finally ran behind a column to hide as the mugger fired two more shots at him before running away with the knife still sticking out of his thigh. My son finished taking the photos he needed then made his way back to his truck and called the police who also had a ambulance come out to look at the cuts he had sustained before he had been able to get the knife away from the guy. They were not serious apparently the knife was really dull. Thank “God”.

Know you might say interesting story about why you should not go underneath bridges alone but that is not it.

Points I tried to make with him was he should not of been out there as he was recovering from Pneumonia was in no shape or up to paying attention to his surroundings  or he would not of allowed the guy to get that close before challenging him. Second he should of just given the camera to the mugger as cameras can be replaced but he can’t be.

But the part that got me was the second call he got from the police. One was to let him know that there might be a few calls to his employer and family references to see if he was at the scene because he was a drug user or something of the sort for this to happen to him in little more than a year apart. The second was did they want them to continue to look for the guy. Finally the comment of how it would have been easier for them if my son had just killed the guy as that would have been self-defense.

That last comment got me and reminded me as to why I so often had such little use for the police. To me they are mostly tools of the powerful and wealthy and are used mostly to clean up the mess we make of our lives. This belief based on association with PD offices and personal observation. Most of the time they do not prevent crime but respond to the aftermath of a crime that has been committed.

As to my son he promises me he will be more attuned to his surroundings. But unfortunately the type of construction he does takes place in river bottoms and under bridges hangouts for the homeless and drug users that might see him either as a threat or as a potential for money. As to getting a concealed weapons permit he told me that it would not be a good ideal for to do that as carrying a weapon might make him too cocky and ready and he has a quick temper and availability might make too easy of a means to a end. Until he gets control of his temper it is the last thing he says he needs.

At least he has the common sense to realize this even if he doesn’t know when to walk away.

Projects, books, and movies.

Completed a temporary stand for the bench top drill press from scrap that will work of until I am able to do a more permanent stand. Basically built a modified or shorten saw horse for it.  I also started to rethink the kitchen island after finding a nice piece of pine that would make a nice 20X30 inch top so back to the drawing board.

Getting in to “Fever Dream” by Preston and Childs as good and fun of a read as I expected from these two story tellers. If you get a chance you should read Popular Mechanics  January 2012 issue about digital spies. It definitely gets you rethinking about security of your on line stuff. Let’s simply say that Russia and China should not be trusted to act in good faith.


Watched the season finale of “Hell on Wheels” last night on AMC. The ending left you with a lot of what if’s. If you get a chance watch it there are not very many westerns around anymore to enjoy. I also re-watched “Star Trac”  the last movie that came out with beginnings of the characters that made the orginal TV show. They did a excellent job as far as I am concern.



I also watched a documentary called “The Age of Stupid” watch this if you can. I found it on Netfix as one of the movies they stream and they did a excellent job of summoning up how we got to where we are now with global warming and the “me first” attitude that is taking us down this bad road of possible no return.


Saturday, January 7, 2012

Surivied by

While reading an obit for a cousin four years my junior I started to think about how we are remembered. The titles used in her obit were daughter, sister, wife, mother, grandma and great grandma used in conjunction with the word survived indicating survivors it was this title of survivor that stuck in my mind.

Why, I don’t know. But it did. So I started to think about it and I realized what it was that the word survived so caught my attention.

For working folks when we die we will not likely leave a large estate that must be dealt with. If anything those we leave behind most often will have to jump through a few hoops to get the money to bury that person. About the only thing we will leave behind are the people we leave behind. Those survived by us.

For my cousin it was a mother, two sisters, one husband, five kids, twenty-two grandkids and five great grandkids and a large extended family that you can’t even start to imagine. But in the end this is the legacy that most of us will leave behind, survived by us. We will be in their collective memories in the family stories that are told, the photos still hung on walls and in the scrap books that we so often feel the loss of when a catastrophic event takes it from us. For in the end all we have; our legacy; is the life we lived.

 For me individually I realized just how important it is that as we act in this life in a way that will be reflected and remembered by those who are survived by us.

Today as I attend my cousin funeral, I will reflect on the memories I have of her. Of her childhood in eastern Kentucky where I visited the family where we stood on the fence rail overlooking a mama pig and her new brood and her brother both of us 10 years old daring each other to try and ride her. I will remember the hard life she lived but always a quick smile and welcome to her home. I will look around at the family gathered to witness this woman’s life and her passing from theirs. From this I will take the knowledge that in the end she may not leave a estate but she is survived by those who will remember her.

By the way as a word of caution, don’t try to ride a mama pig she doesn’t like it and they are fast!!!



Books-Projects-Movies

Currently reading two books. One by Preston and Childs called “Fever Dream’ a continuation of their series of their Pendergast novels. Just getting started so how good remains to be seen.

Also still reading “Unpacking My Library” By Leth Price a writer reflecting on what other writers have on their book shelf. Not bad it is a insight on what they find important and how other authors play on their writing.

As a rule I generally wait until the movies hit the dollar theater to go see them. This Christmas season has brought a lot of movies for Reba and I too catch.  But on that list is the New Sherlock Holmes movie, the Ghost Protocol (Mission Impossible), The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo US version, I already have seen the Swedish trilogy on Netflix. Finally a Grandkids request the new Muppet movie. In all fairness I like them as well especially Kermit the frog.

In the shop – well I am starting a small roll around kitchen work island using materials I already have. I am still working out the details but it may have a slightly industrial look to it by using ¾ inch pipe for legs

I am also getting ready to undertake a welsh cupboard for my oldest son from plans from Lowe’s and I suspect I will end up making one for Reba as well. Then there will be a platform bed for my Daughter that she has requested. Something simple what she has said she wants.
I think if I can find a nice piece of 4x4 pine of turning the legs myself.
I was able to add to my tools with a almost new and it looks it a Hitachi B13F drill press to help with mortises and when I need percesion drilling.
So I t should be a fairly busy year to come particularly when you factor in a move to a new home for Reba and I.

That will be all for now.